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i'm back!!.. 0n mc tat is.. hahas.. 5 days straight gets me away fr0m 0utfieId.. my c0mpany having grandsIam this week... 4 days 3 nights 0utfieId.. hahas.. heng i zha0.. arb0 i tink i wiII be d0ing a I0t 0f sai kang..

AIright, anyways, my MRI resuIts are 0ut..

verdict : A smaII knee effusi0n is n0ted. The c0IIateraI Iigaments, menisci, cruciate Iigaments and pateIIar tend0n apear intact. The pateIIa is subIuxed IateraIIy but the retinacuIa appears intact. Patchy areas 0f increased T2 signaI are present in the subch0ndraI regi0n 0f the pateIIa. There is aIs0 pateIIar undersurface cartiIage irreguIarity. 0Therwise n0 b0ne marr0w signaI abn0rmaIity is detectedin the distaI femur 0f the tibia.

Impressi0n : MiId IateraI pateIIar subIaxati0n with miId cartiIage irreguIarity and patchy subch0ndraI 0edema.

WeII weII.. hahas.. guess u aII might nt understand right?.. fret nt.. cuz i aIs0 dun understand untiI the d0c expIain t0 me.. hahas.. basicaIIy i have a sweII which expIains the effusi0n.. Iigaments are intact as there is n0 tear.. patchy areas refers t0 the bruise under my knee cap.. it appears t0 be caused by my injury.. irreguIarity is because my knee cap is resting 0n 0ne part 0f my b0ne instead 0f the centre part tats y i feIt pain..

S0Iuti0n : I0ng term rec0very ---> physi0
Sh0rt term rec0very ---> Surgery

S0 which sh0uId i g0 t0.. i'm kinda c0nfuse nw.. my mum enc0urages me t0 surgery.. whereas my dad said its better t0 g0 physi0.. as I0ng as it gets weII.. haiz.. dunn0 wat t0 d0 nw.. s0 i'm here at h0me tinking ab0ut it I0r..

H0pefuIIy i get s0me inspirati0n at h0me r0tting..

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Here t0 update abit.. recentIy my c0mpany have fieId camp s0 its quite sIack f0r me... stay back at c0mpany Iine reIax.. hahas.. and i aIways have chance t0 b00k 0ut due t0 physi0therapy as weII as the MRI scan..

TaIking b0ut the scan.. it sux.. cann0t m0ve my Iegs and t0es f0r 30 mins.. den i Iisten t0 FM radi0 I0r.. cann0t tahan sia.. ask me d0n m0ve ab0ut.. hahas.. end up i sIept inside.. but the machine dammn n0isy.. urIegs can feeI the radiati0n when it scans.. weird dingIing sensati0n.. hahas..

Physi0therapy is 0ne dreaded sessi0n.. i kn0w it heIps.. but but but.. reaIIy painfuI experience.. cuz the physi0therapist taught me hw t0 tape my knee.. basicaIIy my knee cap is 0ff p0siti0n.. sIightIy t0 the right.. thats why my knee wiII feeI pain.. but tat is 0ne part 0f the pain Iar.. hahas.. s0 the taping wiII push the knee cap back t0 its p0siti0n as weII as Iift the knee cap sIightIy up.. prevents tensi0n.. pain sia~~

En0ugh 0f the painfuI experience.. jus this sat i g0 buy xb0x 360.. gt 0ffer s0 i b0ught it I0r.. quite cheap.. buy the 4 featured games and get the c0ns0Ie free.. incIusive 0f 1 wireIess c0ntr0IIer and a singnet v0ucher.. aII 0f this c0st $275.60.. hahas.. quite w0rth it Iar.. HaI03 and NbA is fun.. the 0ther 2 games 0nIy my c0usin and dumb dear pIay 0nIy I0r.. hahas..

Nw back at camp is very sian.. waiting f0r p0sting 0nIy.. 2 weeks Iater den i kn0w whether i wiII d0wn pes an0t.. haiz.. h0pefuIIy d0n p0st t0 RP 0r st0reman.. hahas.. sai kang aI0t sia.. recentIy been pIaying bbaII every sat with sgt desm0nd, wen ya0, han xiang and j0e.. preparing f0r the 3 0n 3 c0mpetiti0n c0ming s00n at n0v?.. waiting f0r c0nfirmati0n fr0m desm0nd.. hahas..

0kays Iar.. gtg sIeep Ie.. 0therwise tmI cann0t wake up meet dear f0r breakfast.. =)

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I'm here t0 revive my bI0g?.. hahas.. g0t s0me pr0bIems with s0me 0f my Ietters 0n my keyb0ard.. i beIieve u guys can see Ia.. hahas.. anyways after bmt i've been p0sted t0 sispec.. weII that was what i wanted.. but nt I0ng after that i've been 0usted 0ut 0f c0urse.. haiz.. stupid M0.. nw have t0 wait f0r new p0sting.. sibei sianz arhx !!!

anyways t0day [14/10/08] i went t0 aIexandra h0spitaI f0r medicaI app0intment.. basicaIIy the d0c deduced that i've t0re my knee meniscus.. which is a Iigament f0r th0se wh0 d0nt kn0w.. haiz.. its an 0Id injury th0ugh but h0pefuIIy it din get aggravated.. D0c gave me 6 days MC t0 r0t at h0me and right nw i have b00ked 0ut.. kinda miss my bunk mates t00.. they've given me pIenty 0f enc0uragement even th0ugh i 00c.. 0h weII, thanks aI0t !!

As f0r the rest 0f the days here at h0me, i'm h0ping s0me0ne can jus ask me 0ut 0r what.. hahas.. dammn b0red Ia.. MC fr0m t0day t0 sunday.. den m0nday g0t physi0 therapy f0II0wed by MRI scan 0n wednesday.. after which 2 weeks Iater wiII be my next visit t0 the d0c.. dunn0 where i'II be p0sted t0.. h0pefuIIy s0mewhere nearer..

Th0ughts in my head nw
----> [Regret nt g0ing f0r MRI scan earIier.. ]
----> [Regret quitting my sp0rting activities during p0Iy]
----> [Regret nt earning m0re $$ bef0re NS]
----> [StiII w0ndering why i nv chi0ng much m0re and tahan]

Aiyah.. 0veraII i'm very very dissapp0inted with myseIf.. t0taIIy sucky feeIing.. this feeIing have been bugging me since i was in sispec fr0m day 1.. dunn0 why.. haiz.. maybe there's n0 0ne there t0 chi0ng with me?.. 0r maybe i'm jus nt being abIe t0 adapt t0 changes cuz there's girIs in my pIat00n?.. 0r maybe i'm thinking t00 much?..

Mixed feeIings nw fI0wing in my mind.. dunn0 whether t0 keng aII the way since i am abIe t0 d0wn my pes.. 0r sh0uId i try t0 make d0 with it and serve finish 2 years.. 0r sh0uId i chi0ng even th0ugh i'm jus a man?.. i dunn0 nw.. wiII s0me0ne pIs enIightened me??...

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3 weeks of NS life.. getting more and more bored.. 1st 2 weeks of confinement makes me feel that this is really gonna be the turning point of my life.. My life totally changed after that.. seriously speaking, NS really teaches u lots of incredible things many ppl will take ages to learn outside.. the most impt thing is still discipline and also be responsible for your own actions..

1st book out was on 27th June.. felt really shiok and met up with my working cliques.. hahas.. keep touching my head.. ass.. anyways, also went out to shop with dear.. i din know i would miss her so much when i went to NS.. I been to beijing for like 2 months and i wouldnt miss her that much.. perhaps there are friends around thats y.. but now i feel like she is my motivation to carry on my trainings even though it hurts my knee alot..

3rd week in NS.. hahas.. started to write journals for everyday.. wtf.. NS still have to write.. my PC say must write somemore.. otherwise he suddenly say want to spot check den don have will tio confine.. hahas.. so bo pian.. have to write something at least.. so started this week.. basically did 3 route marches ranging from 3km to 3km with FBO to 4km with FBO.. there is also 2 sessions of close combat training.. hahas.. train us to fight.. cools.. love this lesson lots.. followed by many strength trainings as well as running ( speed and AGR). thats y i say my knee hurts so much.. its the beginning of PTP phase and its kinda tough already.. but i will endure.. =)

Haiz.. gotta book in soon liao.. this 3rd week book out one day later so have little time outside.. but next book out is on friday.. song.. however, leonard, leon, weiquan all are inside tekong liao.. dammn sia.. makes no difference.. sibei sianx.. lols.. right now i kinda like no voice cuz i've been leading the songs in route marches alongside kevin.. 3 times in like 5 days.. hahas.. den i also timer for marching.. shout too much until no voice liao.. sianx..

Will be back for more updates on friday.. be sure to tune in.. =))

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Dead blog is gonna be revived by this post.. but not for long.. hahas.. cuz going to NS liao.. gonna be a CHAO RECRUIT!!! lols..

Wednesday afternoon met up with leonard, weiquan, leon, jiewen and square.. we went to brewerkz at clarke quay to drink beers.. hahah... sibei shiok.. drink lots of type of beers.. some taste nice while the others okay okay.. hahas.. afterwhich we went to marina square to meet the rest.. but for me i went to raffles place to fetch dear.. met the rest of the clique to celebrate Kim's birthday at Marina Square.. lols.. gave her a big surprise.. all pang seh her den suddenly appeared at pizza hut.. lols.. quite alot of ppl went to celebrate her birthday.. too many to name liao.. lols.. but they are the same few ppl that worked together at ritz.. haha.. dear gave me her present today sia.. its a black book which consists of pictures and stories of our love life from the begninning.. hehes.. like it alot.. =)) after the dinner we head out to St James.. last club before NS?.. lols. okay lar.. was quite fun but too squeezy.. don really like.. anyways.. after the club we went to 401 to eat supper.. the usual supper gang eat there as well as shaik and weilong.. haha.. shiok sia.. afterwhich we all head home to rest liao..

Thursday which is yesterday, woke up at around 4pm?.. den took a bath and drive matthew and zhewei to buy the bbq foods.. den after that drop them at matthew's house and head out to amk to fetch leon over.. and also fetch panjang (leonard).. haha.. then we all went to matthew's house to help out with the food.. however matthew ask us to buy tongs and chilli.. so we head out to NTUC to buy some and on the way there we saw weiquan... haha.. den he joined us too.. afterwhich we head back and met zhifan at matthew's house downstairs.. den went up to take the rest of the things and get to start the fire at the bbq pit liao.. but i went to return the car to my dad and shun bian bring dear's gift to her.. which i believe she's gonna take picture and put at her blog.. haha.. its basically a fish tank full of fishes and built up environment.. haha.. setup the whole thing at her house and bid good bye..

Headed back to the bbq pit and join in the bbq.. haha.. azmil, zhifan, zhewei, matthew, weiquan, leon, leonard, matthew's gf, joseph, weitai was there sia.. old school meeting.. hahas.. ray and his gf joined us later.. haha.. long time no see all of them sia.. gonna miss them too.. lols..

Closure of bbq pits ends at around 1.40am?.. haha.. we head home seperately.. but matthew come to my house to take his toilet rolls.. cuz that day we bought but nv seperate.. haha.. den he gotta walk all the way to my house to take liao den go back.. lucky he got zhewei to pei him.. lols.. otherwise i tink he's gonna bore to death walking home.. cuz we are going to go NS TODAY haha.. sianx..

Alright.. this marks the end of this post.. lols.. its gonna rot for like 2 weeks? before i book out.. haha.. good luck to me and take care guys !!.. gonna miss the times out there working and playing.. and especially with dear.. =((

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Alright !! Here to update my dead and boring blog..

Today very tiring sia.. had not enough sleep and head out to meet yirui and pauline for breakfast.. den jinyao came over to meet us to go the east coast park for BiTc gathering.. haha.. okay.. many ppl came but the organiser for this gathering didnt appear.. wtf?!.. lols.. anyways long story so dun feel like saying.. den after skating and cycling, mi, yirui, pauline and julian head home first whereas the others continue to skate..

I head home and waited for jiewen and managed to borrow the car from my dad.. lols.. he say the petrol is going low so i went to top up for him.. $40 of unleaded 95.. haha.. after that went over to leon house to fetch him up and we went to thompson road there eat prata.. haha.. crispy sia the prata.. shiok.. after which we went to meet up with simon at seletar dam.. chit chat awhile before heading back to hougang..

Fetch square and head to 681 to eat.. still hungry sia.. the murtabak not filling enough.. haha.. ate porridge this time.. yirui head home first and we continue to chit chat before i was getting too dammn tired and sent jiewen followed by leon and square home.. den i slowly drive back.. so super tired being the driver sia.. haha..

Transfered the soccer game into square's psp memory card and now i going to bed le.. haha.. tml meeting them for sentosa sia.. super shag.. hopefully can wake up in time.. lols.. late nvm lar.. as long as there can le.. XD.. nitez everyone..

Here are some pictures of my ritz carlton working buddies.. Been seeing them almost everyday cuz go out chill and work and play also same bunch of ppl.. =)

Yuntong, Ashorie and Andrew Bday chalet Smash !!

Yuntong birthday at Sakae(Park mall)..

Trip to IMM for FOS shirts.. =x

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Phew !!.. jus got home from cycling at night sia.. been cycling at night for 2 nights.. haha.. cycled with jiewen aka the devil, ashorie aka brownie, and leonard aka pan jang.. haha.. ytd (14th April) went to kovan to eat nasi lemak.. been long since i last ate that.. quite ex le but taste nicer.. haha.. maybe its been long since i last ate?.. met desmond while cycling there so jio him along.. chit chat awhile.. haha.. very long nv see him le.. our cheeks gonna be our country's future commando.. haha..

Jus now went to amk to find leon for supper.. ate mac.. haha.. cuz always go supper dun have leon.. so we ended up going to amk to find him.. he say he gonna get a bicycle next month.. oh well, we'll see about that.. den next time supper gang gonna be quite big.. lols..

Ytd was the boring day sia.. woke up and accompanied mum to hougang mall buy things.. den ate dinner and waited for dad to come fetch us.. den went home took my P plate down to drive dad car.. haha.. drove mum to amk and came back.. lols.. quite fun.. i park the car for the first time and my dad say very straight.. he purposely choose the spot in between 2 cars.. lucky i park before outside so i know how to park.. haha.. den waited for yirui to call but no answers from him so nv go meet him.. instead i went to find square and jiewen and head out to amk.. lols..

Started cabal recently.. dammn sianx cuz gotta repeat the things again.. did the quests before so i do again abit sian.. lols.. gonna choing the level when i'm free.. nowadays not much events held at ritz so not much working time.. oh ya.. every sunday will be training bball with uncle's dream team.. haha.. slowly get back the feeling of playing full court but still abit blur cuz hard to coordinate.. hmm, guess have to buck up more.. =))

Okay lar.. enough of crap and bullshits.. back to cabal le.. later going out to meet yuntong they all to buy presents for sheralyn and siew siew.. Ciaoz..

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